CINTA KITA

Inilah aku apa adanya

Yang ingin membuatmu bahagia

Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna

Sesempurna cintaku padamu

Ini cintaku apa adanya

Yang ingin selalu di sampingmu

Ku tahu semua tiada yg sempurna

Di bawah kolong langit ini

Jalan kita masih panjang

Ku ingin kau selalu disini

Biar cinta kita tumbuh harum mewangi

Dan dunia menjadi saksinya

Untuk apa kita membuang-buang waktu

Dengan kata kata perpisahan

Demi cinta kita aku akan menjaga

Cinta kita yg telah kita bina

Walau hari terus berganti hari lagi

Cinta kita abadi selamanya

Jalan kita masih panjang

Ku ingin kau selalu disini

Biar cinta kita tumbuh harum mewangi

Dan dunia menjadi saksinya

Untuk apa kita membuang-buang waktu

Dengan kata kata perpisahan

Demi cinta kita aku akan menjaga

Cinta kita yg telah kita bina

Walau hari terus berganti hari lagi

Cinta kita abadi selamanya

HINGGA KE AKHIR HAYAT INI.....

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

I MADE A LOT OF MISTAKES BEFORE.....

I IGNORE SO MANY GOOD THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE BEFORE....

BUT NOW....

IT'S TIME FOR ME TO MAKE IT RIGHT....

BETWEEN LOVE, CAREER AND STUDY, WHICH ONE SHOULD I CHOOSE?

OR MAYBE I DO THAT ALL IN THE SAME TIME?

MAMPUKAH???? :)

BUT ONE THING FOR SURE, I MUST DO ALL OF THIS COZ THAT'S SO IMPORTANT FOR ME, FOR MY LIFE AND MY FUTURE.....

I MUST AND I HAVE TO DO THIS.....

THERE'S NO ONE TO SHARE WITH.... I'M JUST DOING ALL OF THIS BY MYSELF...

JUST PRAY TO ALLAH....HOPE THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT...

INSYAALLAH....

IT'S ALL ABOUT US....

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.....

IT'S ME AGAIN.... AND ALWAYS BE ME....

WRITTEN IN THIS BLOG AGAIN AND AGAIN....

DON'T KNOW IF HE READ WHAT I'M WROTE OR NOT.....

I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.....

BUT ONE THINK THAT NEVER CHANGE IS....

MY LOVE FOR HIM

ABG.... SYG TAU TERLALU BANYAK HAL YANG BERLAKU ANTARA KITA, NAMUN CINTA NI MASIH TETAP SYG PERTAHANKAN. SYG TAU TERLALU BANYAK HALANGAN YANG MENANTI KITA. JIKA KITA TIDAK KUAT MENANGANI MASALAH SEKECIL INI, MACAM MANA KITA NAK TANGANI MASALAH2 YANG LEBIH BESAR NANTI? UNTUK KESEKIAN KALINYA, SYG KATAKAN, SYG CINTAKAN ABG. 

WHATEVER HAPPENED, I STILL LOVE YOU AND.....

WHAT HAPPENED TO US?

MISS HIM SO MUCH....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE

When I count my blessings
I count you twice
Happy Birthday, my darling

~~~

You know I love you
And you must know too
That my happiest moments
Are those spent with you
Enjoy your birthday
Indeed, I'll see that you do

~~

When we're together
Or when we're apart
You're first in my thoughts
And first in my heart.
Happy Birthday darling

Because you’re always thought of
In a very special way,
It’s natural to wish you’ll have
The nicest kind of day
And may each new tomorrow
Find your dreams all coming true,
To make your life in every way
A happy one for you

Spoken words alone cannot express,

The love I have for you.

The written art of love is what convinces

Myself, that you are the one for me.

As I gaze into your eyes

With every movement of your listless ways,

The grasping of your hand,

The warmth of your heart

I believe that you can make me feel like no other.

Once I believed that love was only a fable,

Configured in the mind, planted by others.

Then there was you.

Like a flower in bloom, wow, what a dream come true!

There are times when you make me happy,

There are times when you make me blue,

But what is even worse, is when

I don’t get to see you…

"I fight with u. cuz i luv u so

much"

Wanna Tell This To You,

I Had Never Cared For Someone As

I Do For You,

I Wanna Tell This To You,

You Are My Heart And My Soul Too,

I Wanna Tell This To You,

You Had Shown Me A Different

World A Different Path To Go,

I Wanna Tell This To You...

You Make A Difference To Me..

I Wanna Tell This To You...

I Am Nothing Without You...

I Wanna Tell This To You...

Few Expressions Cant Be

Expressed In Words...

I Wanna Tell This To You...

My Heart Is Beating And Its

Beating For You...

I Wanna Tell This To You...

I LOVE U...!!!! 

ALONE OR BE ALONE?

I really want a Relationship where we can act like Idiots, Talk about the Most Random Stuff, Share Every Moment and never get Tired of Each Other...!! ♥ ♥ ♥ 

Just because my eyes do not show tears,
doesn’t mean my heart doesn’t cry n i don’t get hurt.
.
Just because I come out strong,
doesn’t mean there is nothing wrong.
.
Often I choose to pretend that i’m
happy.
.
So I don’t have to explain myself to people
who’ll never understand.
.
Smiling has always been easier than
explaining y i’m sad…!!

MISS YOU

CONFUSE.....................:(

Saat hati ini berkata

kau lah yang akan menjadi terakhir dihati ini

aku tahu, engkaulah segalanya bagiku

kehidupan ku akan terasa hampa, tanpa kehadiran mu

Aku sedar

aku terlalu menyayangimu

aku belum mampu hidup tanpamu

kau sebahagian dari hidup ku

Ketika bersamamu

aku menemukan erti memiliki

aku menemukan sebuah kebahagian

aku menemukan apa yang tak aku temukan diperjalanan cintaku

Sayang..

kau harus tahu

cinta ini akan selalu milikmu

selamanya aku selalu milikmu

jangan pernah belajar untuk meninggalkan aku

kerana aku..

SANGAT MENCINTAI DIRI MU SEPENUH HATI KU....

i love u syg

WHAT IS LOVE?

FRUSTRATED!!!!!

IT'S A BAD...BAD...BAD DAY...:(

Dear Diary,

I really sad today. I feel like I was not a part of this family...it's still happen since I was a child until now.... even I already have 2 kids. Sometimes I feel like I'm "adopted" or maybe I'm just my dad's daughter. Why she always treat me like this? Like I'm not her daughter. I know I'm not as good as my two brothers. But I still keep trying to be better than before. And I still trying until now.

Dear Diary,

I think I am a good daughter. Since I was a child, I always listen to what she said....and never argue until now. They want me to study hard....I never drop my class since standard 4 until form 5. I always be one of the top. Then, she ask me to further my study. I continue matriculation science after I have grade 2 in SPM. After I pass my matriculation, I continue study in UKM with a course I never like. Then after 3 semester, I failed. Because I don't like the course and because my health problem. Is it my fault???? Yes...she always said that is my fault coz I'm not as good as my brother. Fine......

Dear Diary,

Then, I have to think of myself. I have to get my degree. Then I'll take distance learning at UPM in communication. I really love this subject. It help me in any different way of communication. Then, I get my degree, 2nd class upper. I really satisfied.....thank you Allah....

Dear Diary,

I have to make a decision of my life too. I hope my decision can take me out of this problem. I don't want to give any trouble to her. That's why, I get married. Besides I really want a child that time, I also want to stay away from home. But otherwise, fate gives me something else. Too much challenges in my life. Until I reach the highest level of my patience. And I give up.......But I still believe in fate. I know it would be better one day......

Dear Diary,

Until now, I never make her satisfied with me....in whatever I did.....anything.....what I supposed to do? Just pray? Something miracle happen to me.....but when? Sometimes, I wanna give up of life. But I have to stay because of my children....and I'll do anything for them.... That's my promise..... I don't want my children go through my past experience... They deserve a better life.... with joy and love....

I'M WILLING TO SACRIFICE EVERYTHING FOR THEIR HAPPINESS....THAT'S MY PROMISE...AND I BELIEVE IN FATE..... ALWAYS BELIEVE....

I LOVE YOU IN ALL DIFFERENT WAY....

AND THAT IS ONLY YOU IN MY HEART.....

THIS IS ALL ABOUT YOU AND ME